I'm gonna Smoke IF......

Just let me vent this out of my system will you,quit smoking, because I'm having a bad couple of days and maybe if I just say it out loud I can get it out of my system....... I quit because I don't want cancer.......at the end of the day......if I get cancer from some other source.......I'm gonna go to the shop, buy a packet of smokes and a lighter and then......I'm gonna smoke my f*cking brains out. and I will have NO intention of stopping at just 1.I think I might be experiencing the 3 week thing I read about. I feel like I'm losing my momentum and the only thing stopping me from going to the shop is knowing that I'll feel worse than I do and right now the word FAIL, is not in my dictionary today. Smober: 3 weeks. 624 cigarettes not smoked, saving $324.92. Life saved: 2 days, 4 hours,stop smoking, 0 minutes.