Moving day Saturday

OK...the flat was approved and moving day is Saturday...all week I have been doing his packing and sorting out household things...think I'm about ready except for mentally!!!! This is not going to be easy this weekend, but I can cope with it one day at a time just like not smoking! I thought I had come to terms with it but I am sleeping badly and dreaming...of course they are all lovely dreams of manly arms, idyllic beaches and sunsets etc! go figure...wishful thinking I guess?I was meant to go to my sons house and mind the dog and the eldest grand-daughter for a week from Saturday onwards, which was a bit of a conflict but would have given me a change of scene. Now my son has an infection in his face and eye and is on antibiotics and his week away to Melbourne has been canceled. It started with a pimple inside his nose, nose went red,quit smoking, face started to swell up and now eye is swelled closed. If it doesn't clear up in 48 hours he has to go to hospital and go on a drip...we are waiting for test results. It never rains but it pours! He is coming here today for a roast lunch as it was his birthday on Monday...lucky he is still hungry!Well,Herbal cigarettes, off to prepare roast pork...and best of all Sean doesn't like crackling. I will have to careful not to over-indulge, but so far I am still feeling great since George was taken out.I will probably be here all over the weekend! but have decided to break out and buy a small bottle of Southern Comfort (don't usually drink, but this is the time to rediscover the taste!)...just enough to enjoy, but not get more maudlin over what I thought would be. I think I deserve it and as I'm working Sunday just a little treat will be good.Maryrose2 yrs, 1mth, 2 weeks, 4 days etc. NOT ONE PUFF!