Thursday, July 29, 2010
One more try....
Hi, I quit smoking in January, and it was going great for about 3 months, until the day came that I gave in. I could make excuses,stop smoking now, but the fact is that there is no one to blame but myself. It wasn't the "nicodemon", it wasn't the person who offered that cigarette to me, it was me. After smoking it, I thought ok, no big deal, I don't crave them anymore. But, as that happened back in April, and this is my first time back here since, I think you can put the pieces together. I can tell you that in that time, I did not buy a pack of cigarettes, and I could tell you that that was an accomplishment, as that was my original purpose for quitting,quit smoking now, to save money. After smoking that first one again in April, I went a couple weeks, then thought alright I'll have another. Then it happened again a week or so later, before I knew it, I "bummed" 2 in a day, then 3, then 4, etc. Everyday that goes, I tell myself that I quit, and tomorrow I will not smoke at all. But then the next day comes and I end up smoking again. Today, I can say that once again I have my resolve. I want to do this. I need to do this. So I am starting over. This is my pledge: "NOT ONE PUFF!!!" Geof - NOT ONE PUFF for 5 Hours and 38 Minutes!!!!!!!! I've extended my life 23 Minutes, by not smoking 5 death sticks that would have cost me $0.91!!!!
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