Thursday, July 29, 2010

Smoking Dreams_23047

I've had a few smoking dreams in the past 43 days. Part of me likes them, part of me feels insanely guilty. Well, last night,smoking cessation, you guys will never believe what happened. In my dream my dh and I were at some swanky hotel,quit smoking, dressed in our finest, enjoying an awesome glass of red, dancing...ohhhh amazing! Then, HE pulls a cigarette out of his pocket and starts to walk out the door to smoke. I reached in his pocket and grabbed three and ran to the elevator. The whole time he's yelling at me not to do it. I held on to the smokes for what seemed like an eternity and then I THREW THEM AWAY! This was my dream. My fantasy if you will. And even in my dreams and fantasies I don't want to smoke anymore!!! THAT is liberating.

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