Tomorrow is my quit day! Yikes.

Hello! I was suppose to be earlier this week but got pushed back... however tomorrow is the day! I'm also running in my first race tomorrow morning so I thought the whole thing would be very symbolic. However I am SO ANXIOUS today. Every ciggrette I have I think to myself... "This is my last morning ciggrette." or "This is my last smoke in the car." I know I should be saying "Yeah! I'm not giving myself cancer anymore!" but I'm not always that positive. I'm pretty frustrated too,quit smoking now, because this Chantix medicine isn't working one bit. The last time I took it I would put a ciggrette out before I finished it because I just didn't want one. This time I'm fiend. I'm not even getting the side effects from Chantix! I swear,stop smoking, they gave me a placebo! Anyway... I almost wish this day was just over and all the anxiety would go away. And the sadness too. I know the nico-demon is NOT MY FRIEND but sometimes it feels like I'm really losing one.