Saturday, July 24, 2010

Good Couple of Days

After spending a GOOD DEAL of my 52 quit days unable to stop obsessing about smoking, thinking I was crazy, being brain-dead, tired, depressed, and just plain thinking I would never be able to do this, I FINALLY had 2 fairly good days in a row where I didn't think about smoking all that much (maybe just a couple of times, and not so bad it made me crazy), and now feel that I can honestly tell new quitters that yes, it WILL get better. Having a good couple of days really helped ... I needed that! So I think I can finally believe that things WILL get better, even though I haven't had the pleasure of really feeling any different (better) or noticing any change. I AM happy about all the money I've saved, though ... where I live,Herbal cigarettes, cigs are $8.50 or more a pack,smoking cessation, so I was looking at a $12/day+ addiction ... lots more I can do with those bucks than kill myself, THAT'S for sure! Feeling happy about my quit ... FINALLY! Altho I have read enough of the messages on this board and other information to know that every day is a new day and the struggle is probably not yet over, it sure was good to have some relief and know that there CAN be days like this!

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