Day 9, FINALLY getting easier!

This is the beginning of Day Nine for me, and thankfully things are starting to get easier. The weekend was pretty rough, and I was being a pretty big beotch! By Sunday, I thought, if I'm this big a jerk while on the patch, I wonder how bad I'd be off of it, so I didn't put a patch on. Turns out I wasn't any bigger a beotch, so I haven't used any patches since, just been hitting the gum when cravings hit. And now I'm starting to slack off the gum too,quit smoking, and finally the bad mood and depression are starting to slack up. Thank goodness! Since I had been somewhat of a closet smoker, I was really having to fake things in front of people who didn't know I had smoked and that was really wearing me out!! Even though I haven't been posting much, I've been hanging out here quite a bit and reading a lot, which has been a tremendous help. Anyway, thanks to all for your support,stop smoking, and good luck to the new quitters, it DOES get easier!!