ACNE

I dont know what I hate the most. The ACNE or the WEIGHT. I see alot of posts about the weight gain. I am trying to cope with that. My husband took my shopping last week-end for what I call FAT clothes. I have gained 15 pounds and went for a size 10 to 12. My husband made me feel better about the weight. He helped pick out some outfits and told me how good they looked. If really does feel good to be in clothes that fit. I know longer have to unbutton the top button just to sit down. I hope when the weather starts to cool down here. (I live in Lake Havasu City,stop smoking, AZ. It gets and stays HOT here) I will start walking with my dog. I hope my daughter will soon catch on and walk with me. I will just have to wait and see. The worst thing about this QUIT. Is the ACNE. I have never seen sooooooo many small and BIG pimples on my face ever........I have read in here that my system is going thru a cleansing. UGH I scrub my face every day and night with acne control cleanser and yet more seems to keep popping up all over my face. I am 47 I susposed to have WRINKLES not ACNE.......This quit has done alot to my self esteem. I know what I did is the best for ME and my family, but the side effects... I will continue my quit, but I also will be hiding away at home until my FACE clears up.......