Forgotten (1) August 22, 2010
forgotten (1)
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whether I admit it or not, or Fubu Fu gas, I should be an ordinary person.
because I have a public face.
have time to eat away from home two blocks of the noodle stand, not sit down and just entered the shop, the boss would say:
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Although I often read the store, but it is the first time come to eat.
『better. 』I can only say so.
boss topic chat with someone, I can hum and haw to respond.
checkout boss also warmly patted me on the shoulder, often come to me later.
another one in front of the restaurants, 10 meters away from a man waving to me as soon as I ran past.
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『better. 』I can only say so.
then He is forever talking about earlier in the school's past, but I am not too impressed.
Finally he had to hurry now because I bid farewell to departing gave me a business card.
looked at the name on business cards, I do not remember his primary school classmates? Junior? High school?
or university students?
the most unlucky one was eating in a restaurant, a girl suddenly appears in the table.
I see her eyes staring at me,stainless steel BBQ, I'm wondering, also know what to do.
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『Miss. I ... ... 』
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『are you calling me ... ...』
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looked at the back of her left, and I stroked the burning of the cheeks, simply can not remember who she is?
from start to finish, I could not even finish the word no, but suffered a two slap in the face.
Miss, you hurt me yeah.
Some say this world there are three people would grow the same, but I can not believe such a thing.
even if I do not believe so happened to happen to me.
are not writing a novel or a movie, there would be no so much a coincidence?
the most logical explanation is that I should have a public face.
So I remind myself that next time it met these conditions, in order to avoid tragedy
must hasten to say he was not the man they know.
do not know the world and I look the same as the other two people in what to do, but I have over ordinary.
two years after graduating from college when soldiers demobilized after the first work in Taipei.
As always feel very strange, Taipei, Tainan back to work after three months, has to do now.
calculated, have been for six years.
I am currently still single, no girlfriend, no boyfriend.
life was simple, simple contact, no special interest or hobby.
if framed out my special, probably not so good memory can barely be considered.
my memory is not good.
I said it?
may I say, but I really forget whether I said?
If you do not mind, nor wearies, please allow me to say it again:
my memory is not good.
I made, not born, in fact I am pretty smart kid.
though not studious, but very good examination results, showing that I was the memory should be good.
until the second year of the accident, my memory began to deteriorate.
actually this is nothing \
wrote up some disgrace, I am not singling out the bad young man, not a group of people to slack battle;
Xiong Baba
but with a girl fight.
the process I knocked my head Zhuojiao, but I can not remember how collision.
because my memory is not good.
I said it?
Although the memory is not good, but still some distance away from the amnesia.
only occasionally will not remember getting up yesterday in which, done?
is killing people or just returned from Mars, is also can not remember.
do not know if you have similar experiences, sometimes just a dream wake up and remember the details of the dream,
but get out of bed after brushing their teeth only remember the outline of a dream, the dream will be complete after breakfast forgotten.
know has been a dream.
comes to dream, from the country two to now, I'd always be a kind of dream.
girl dreams have always asked me: \
then slowly seems to want to reach out and touch my head, but the hand is always stretched out half of it down.
her face in a dream is a vague outline, I clearly see her eyes.
very focused on her eyes but a little sad, sometimes suffused with tears.
No matter how many times were
dream, dream girl asked, \
are exactly the same, showing that a girl should be the same.
but I have no impression on her.
I do not know why make such a dream, and one for that for so many years.
My wonder is why she always asked me: \
said, \
you ever thought of and put out cigarette butts in the ashtray twist, the ashtrays will be hurt?
stabbed if embroidered clothes to wear, clothes you will feel the pain?
Li Yun is the one that ashtray burns, clothing the person was stabbed.
I live in an apartment in the community, this community from the A, B, C three 20-story building composed of
has more than 200 dwellings, I live in C Building, 17th floor.
Li Yun at the first floor of Building A opened a simple restaurant, but I do not know her in her shop.
first time I saw her at the community barbecue held by the CMC activities.
that barbecue place in the lake, residents of the community of about 100 participants.
just me and Li Yun, the same group.
barbecue is always like this, with the self-sacrificing mind the will be busy barbecue
childhood flies are not happy are usually responsible only for eating.
I belong to that childhood passes not particularly happy person.
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I stopped chewing mouth meat, turned his head just to face Li Yun.
Li Yun
my first impression is clean, whether it is dressed or looks.
like floating clouds in the clear sky was again washed as Snow White.
I'm not sure she was talking to me, had to smile, to teeth.
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last one to leave the blood and died. \
I'm sure she was talking to me, but it is difficult to answer esoteric questions of her, had pretended to be dead.
then stir in the barbecue grills on the blood of one meter.
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『about that so-called blood in one place. 』I said.
She nodded, his face no expression and said: \
『now you have to say this? 』Grief is my mood.
she looked at me,portable BBQ, face faint smile, eyes in the orbit transfer of the two laps, said:
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I put in the hands of the blood back into the grill, rice, and then skip the sausage fingers,
pick up a corn, said: 『so that you impress the right. 』
She did not answer it, but they looked at me.
based on self-esteem of men, I did not open another battle.
time as the corn goes to my stomach, and finally left bare of corn.
I stood up, pretending to walk around-with, but the line of sight at any time slipping into the grill,
intention she was not looking to lightning speed,
to win any of the grill may have been wailing thing.
such a long time, she was still sitting beside the grill. I am having no opportunity to start with, had to ask:
『Why do you want to talk to me? 』
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『looked at from afar? 』I am puzzled,『 this illegal? 』
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she Weitai start, line of sight close to the surface like a bird flying across the lake to reach the other side of the tree.
『last week the company arranged for staff to do a second health check. 』I smiled,
『doctor said I intraocular pressure is too high, to avoid prolonged I read and see more of the distant green. 』
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『then you want me? 』
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『why not? 』
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『not ah. 』
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『You're a strange person. 』I immediately corrected himself.
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『happy? 』
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『there could be harvested? 』
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『lie will be short lived. 』
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I reached to the grill, hesitated for three seconds, after a sigh in the heart, or took the corn.
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『Hey, you in the end to do? 』
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『help me. 』I said,『 If you want to talk to me, Do not look for topics. 』
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『you can just say: I want to speak to you. 』
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『you something to eat. 』I'm curious what the grill, there is not pain.
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『ah? 』I was wondering, love, then why do you want to attend the barbecue? 』
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『start again? 』
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I do not understand barbecue with the logical relationship between the re-start can not help but addition of looked at her.
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『ah? 』
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she laughed, as if really happy.
early fall season, was hot, the end of barbecue, and everyone sat chatting under the shade of a tree.
I picked a quiet corner of the seat, just sat down, looked up to see her standing in front of it.
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『yes ah. 』I said,『 fortunate to have these trees. 』
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do NOT. 』I said, I am the trees to hear that: according to photo ah, ah, according to death I, ah, thrilled Oh. 』
she first Lengle Leng, then laughed.
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I moved a little left of the point position, she said thank you, they sit down at my right hand side.
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『is just opening it? 』I asked,『 I do not remember the first floor of a simple restaurant in the community. 』
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『ah? 』
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『see. 』
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『6 times? 』I'm wondering,『 how do you know? 』
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sign one. \
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『ah? 』I wonder, and you ... ...』 『
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she will not. 』I shook my head, except that the name of your first three words are Soji, you should
very suitable plant some plants and flowers. 』
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she looked me in his eyes, though gentle, but with little expectations and even tension.
『I have a public face. 』Reminds me of the experience before, quickly cover your face with both hands,
『no matter who you think I am, I am not the person you know. 』
she is still watching me, and after a while, seems to hint of a sigh.
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『ah. 』I nodded, his hands still cover your face.
She got up and left, go three steps Hui Touzhao I smiled, then turned away.
on the train home, Li Yun and I are with a tour bus.
I saw her laughing with the enthusiasm of many people, relations with others should be very good;
like me, sitting alone in the car the last row of the window installation withdrawn.
car back to the community, I was the last one off.
left foot had just set foot on the ground, catch a glimpse of Li Yun stood beside the door.
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