Crazy Dream

I had a most interesting dream last nite. I was in a bar (I've been sober for almost two years). The bartender who was supposed to bartend for the evening called in sick,quit smoking, so my mother (of all people, she died a sober alcoholic) asked me to fill in for his shift. At first I turned down the request, but then I thought better of it, because it would be extra money. Anyhow,stop smoking now, after I agreed to bartend, I walked outside and lit up!!! My immediate reaction was OMG...what am I going to tell my friends on the Quit Smoking Board? LOL! See? This place has imbedded itself into my psyche.....Just thought I'd share.